i find it hard to trust people around me.i lost my way..i cannot cry..i 'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh.now what is left in me is what i pretend to be..with these things i'll never say,i'm trying to figure out this life..it's cruel and wicked. why is everything so confusing. everytime i cried, i need to dry my tears alone.

You're the only one I wish I could forget,the only one I love to not forgive.There are times when I hate you,cause I can't erase, the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. And even now while I hate you, it pains me to say that I wanna be without you and I don't wanna love you in no kinda way...

Very-very painful to take. I couldnt stand overly sensitive kind of people..self centred and sluggish! it was annoying and nauseating.urghhhhh!!!!!i've been very patient when it comes to this matter. But i do not know, up to certain extent,maybe i will just explode with dissatisfaction. i'm hoping for my patience to stay with me all the time. i dont want to make it worst.

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I can't complete

To the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

The time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned into your own, all 'cause you won’t listen.

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own

You should have listened

There is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screamin outAnd my dreams will be heard

They will not be pushed aside or turnedInto your own, all 'cause you won't listen

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen To the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete