time flies...flewwww..finally..i got a date..

its like a magic wand..twinkling right above my head..its a miracle..i got him..i got a date finally...haha..why am i making such a fuss bout this?sebab...dh lama xg dating ..haha..what a loser..my second cousin introduced him to me..he's an engineer and philosopher by heart (hehe)..wow..i've been dreaming to date an engineer before..finally..i'm happy..this is not another hye hye bye bye kind of date..but this one is serious..i was shocked myself. he propesed to me right in front of me.damn.i thought people did that in the movie or the bachelor..hehe..it happened to me.in my humble life..woooo..thank god..thank you ALLAh..i was blushed straight up to my ears..ade ke?haha..heart racing like a formula one..oh gosh..he asked for the answer right at that moment..i looked away..in fear and mix of emotion..what a conflict..i could see his hands shaking..hehe..cute..then i said..i would give the answer as soon as he got me home..haha..wanna know what i say?i say yes..yes and yessssssss...smile!why not give him a chance to get to know me..and guess what..our engagement is going to be held on june 2nd..hehe..wish me luck..mode : blessed

will you marry me?

 would you believe this? u've known this person for at least a week a long and he then came up with the proposal?isnt that spooky. i dont believe in love at first sight let alone love at first nite..hehe..that's what happened in life. i'm trying to find a descent explanation for this proposal. i need to use all the Wh questions..pening eden..xmasuk akal.What?why?oh no..tu la manusia,when you dint get love, you are whining for it..when you've got it,you whine again.This time in disbelief..Whining without fail..huh!

i'm a bit ting tong..up side down..oh my..i need time to think properly..whether to accept or reject.It is a sudden proposal..kang aku kene tipu..aish..parah...i dont know what to say..blur and empty..is this a trap?haish..sigh again..what should i do..

helloooo..

hai..its not too late to wish myself happy new year...its been a long pause..been very busy..as life takes me to the fullest, i find blogging as my part time only.just when i really bored, then i need to blog.no one is reading so its like my diary..its not private enough cause it on the line..so shall i call it as second diary..haha...

my year has started excellently...too busy to even take care of myself..its like dah tengah tahun,padahal baru je bulan 2..my fren's wedding is approaching, and guess what?i am going to be the bridesmaid...funny lah..need to kurus lah gitu..

azam tahun baru?hmmm...still having the same azam as last two years..its a secret..not gonna tell..but its about life..mencari..still in the dark..aishhh..a woman without a date..nevermind just EAT, PRAY and LOVE...talking about eat..rase nak mkn brushetta, macarons, sheperd pie..opps...mcm2 lagi..damn..gemuk2