i find it hard to trust people around me.i lost my way..i cannot cry..i 'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh.now what is left in me is what i pretend to be..with these things i'll never say,i'm trying to figure out this life..it's cruel and wicked. why is everything so confusing. everytime i cried, i need to dry my tears alone.

You're the only one I wish I could forget,the only one I love to not forgive.There are times when I hate you,cause I can't erase, the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. And even now while I hate you, it pains me to say that I wanna be without you and I don't wanna love you in no kinda way...

Very-very painful to take. I couldnt stand overly sensitive kind of people..self centred and sluggish! it was annoying and nauseating.urghhhhh!!!!!i've been very patient when it comes to this matter. But i do not know, up to certain extent,maybe i will just explode with dissatisfaction. i'm hoping for my patience to stay with me all the time. i dont want to make it worst.